Ah so after all the rain I was put through last week I am able to see and think with a clear head. I actually grew a lot between last Tuesday and right now. I no longer want to be petty about things and I want to own my emotions. I'll no longer let them get out of control, control me or be controlled by others. Now as for what happened last week, I'm willing to forgive the person for what they did but I will not forget and I know our relationship romantically wise has to be permanently severed. But as far as being platonic friends I would love to work on that but I'm not sure if that's a good mood or they would even accept me in that way. I can honestly say I miss being friends in every sense of that word. I miss the talks, randomly checking up on each other., the encouraging words and the jokes. *sigh* What to do?
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